Sometimes even when I'm in a room full of people, I'm still lonely.
I've decided this is partly due to the fact that I spend so much time alone, partly because even in a room full of people chances are no one is talking to me, and the rest is because I feel like no one unsderstands.
I talk to people with anxiety, but they don't understand mine or how it makes me feel
I talk to other women, but they don't know how it feels to wake up as me every morning
I talk to people who don't have close families, but they don't understand how mine works
It seems that even talking to people who have the same problems as me they still don't understand how I process it or how I makes me feel. Everyone issued different and processes things differently so really no one will ever understand how it feels to be me.
This creates loneliness. It's me against my issues, and that can feel like me against the world. Somewhere there is someone who will help me feel less lonely, and will listen to me explain how it feels in my world. Then I'll know I found my soul mate and it won't just be me against it all by myself.
I've decided this is partly due to the fact that I spend so much time alone, partly because even in a room full of people chances are no one is talking to me, and the rest is because I feel like no one unsderstands.
I talk to people with anxiety, but they don't understand mine or how it makes me feel
I talk to other women, but they don't know how it feels to wake up as me every morning
I talk to people who don't have close families, but they don't understand how mine works
It seems that even talking to people who have the same problems as me they still don't understand how I process it or how I makes me feel. Everyone issued different and processes things differently so really no one will ever understand how it feels to be me.
This creates loneliness. It's me against my issues, and that can feel like me against the world. Somewhere there is someone who will help me feel less lonely, and will listen to me explain how it feels in my world. Then I'll know I found my soul mate and it won't just be me against it all by myself.