Starting over can be seen two ways. Either I'm stuck starting at the beginning again, or I get to start something completely new. The way I feel about it depends on the day you ask, what's happening that week, and what side of the bed I woke up on.
Today I'm feeling excited about it. Yesterday I wasn't. The panic attacks have been improving, but the exhaustion and overwhelmed feelings remain. This is part of my struggle, the balance of doing something productive to feel better, and not doing enough to wear myself out and make myself sick. This blog will follow my journey as I overcome these obsticles and move forward with a new life. Including how I got here.
Today I'm feeling excited about it. Yesterday I wasn't. The panic attacks have been improving, but the exhaustion and overwhelmed feelings remain. This is part of my struggle, the balance of doing something productive to feel better, and not doing enough to wear myself out and make myself sick. This blog will follow my journey as I overcome these obsticles and move forward with a new life. Including how I got here.