Well it happened again, I allowed someone else to convince me of what I should do, and went against my own gut feeling and instinct. This is hardly ever a good idea. I thought I learned that years ago when everyone said he was a great guy but I felt something wasn't right, I was right then and I feel I'm right now...
For the most part I remain drama free, or at least have a minimum of drama. My life can get super crazy but I try not to spread it around. Then I let other people convince me that they know more then I do (upon closer inspection of their lives I realize that they don't have it as together as they want me to think anyway...) so I listen to them and the , minutes later, I know it was the wrong decision. Then starts the drama and the damage control... Well not this time. This time if he can see past my niavity and to the true me inside then I'll get another chance and this time I won't let anyone dictate my actions, otherwise there's one more door closed due to my lack of belief in myself. I have a lot of other things to concentrate on so the time will pass quickly! I believe in love and if it's meant to be it will, that's the only way I can keep pushing through, my beliefs give me hope.
Today's lesson: if it feel right go with it, if it feels wrong stay away, and when your intuition says one thing and your friends say another, go with your intuition every time!! You have it for a reason, and trusting yourself is just one part of growing your wings.
For the most part I remain drama free, or at least have a minimum of drama. My life can get super crazy but I try not to spread it around. Then I let other people convince me that they know more then I do (upon closer inspection of their lives I realize that they don't have it as together as they want me to think anyway...) so I listen to them and the , minutes later, I know it was the wrong decision. Then starts the drama and the damage control... Well not this time. This time if he can see past my niavity and to the true me inside then I'll get another chance and this time I won't let anyone dictate my actions, otherwise there's one more door closed due to my lack of belief in myself. I have a lot of other things to concentrate on so the time will pass quickly! I believe in love and if it's meant to be it will, that's the only way I can keep pushing through, my beliefs give me hope.
Today's lesson: if it feel right go with it, if it feels wrong stay away, and when your intuition says one thing and your friends say another, go with your intuition every time!! You have it for a reason, and trusting yourself is just one part of growing your wings.