I am terrible at making decisions lately. Even more so when they involve spending any amount of money, or taking more time away from my child. The thing is, that by standing still I'm teaching her to stand still.
Sure I could use money for other things, but if it's a small amount or it could be tranlated into a way to make more money (courses, school, further job training) then it's an investment and not an expense.
I need time with my child. It's just who I am, I see it as my job to lead her through life being present and coach her through life's obstacles. If I avoid risks and chances, then I'm teaching her that instead. If I want her to have faith in herself then I need to have faith in myself, and if I want her to follow her dreams then I must find mine and follow them. The thing is, it will make me a happier, healtheir, and well rounded person, which inevitably will make me a better mom. It's also really great when your kids get to be proud of you.
So I have decided to take the leap, follo