Today I felt something that caused almost immediate guilt, followed quickly by fear of superstitious retribution. My day felt not so bad when it occured to me that others were having an even worse day then me.
My plans got cancelled. Then my rearranged plans got cancelled. I was very excited about something that was supposed to happen but didn't, and I missed a visit with a friend to sit in a parking lot.
Then I found out why I had to miss my visit, and why I had to sit in a parking lot, and then I knew, this isn't such a bad day after all. One of the people I was meeting was having car trouble. Now, I won't lie, I have a lot of concerns, but thankfully it's not my car. It occurs to me now that his life is probably still a little simpler then mine right now (he has a job to work every day, while I'm working 2 businesses and my side project...) but at least today, it wasn't my car. I got to come home and spend the spare time I had from my cancelled meeting doing something just for me
I have no doubt that next time it will be my car, but until then I must appreciate what I have, and hope that karma gives me a little break...
My plans got cancelled. Then my rearranged plans got cancelled. I was very excited about something that was supposed to happen but didn't, and I missed a visit with a friend to sit in a parking lot.
Then I found out why I had to miss my visit, and why I had to sit in a parking lot, and then I knew, this isn't such a bad day after all. One of the people I was meeting was having car trouble. Now, I won't lie, I have a lot of concerns, but thankfully it's not my car. It occurs to me now that his life is probably still a little simpler then mine right now (he has a job to work every day, while I'm working 2 businesses and my side project...) but at least today, it wasn't my car. I got to come home and spend the spare time I had from my cancelled meeting doing something just for me
I have no doubt that next time it will be my car, but until then I must appreciate what I have, and hope that karma gives me a little break...