Do you ever feel like other people have all the answers and you can't figure out why you don't? Or everyone has a solution for you but none of them will fit your exact situation?
This is where I am right now. Everyone thinks they have all the answers for me and that I'm doing everything wrong. Well guess what, if those solutions would work for me, I would have done it months ago. I am an intelligent adult and I've thought of all those things, but so far can't find a solution that actually bends and twists into my personal situation. Unfortunately I can't fit a square peg into a round hole and expect it to fit properly and achieve what I need it too. Even if it's a tiny square and a huge round hole so it will fit, it's just going to fall through and leave a huge round hole.
The trick to solving a problem isn't jut finding an answer, it's about finding the right answer. Part of life is finding the right way to do things so they suit your specific needs, not what everyone else thinks would be a great idea.
So now I am floundering around in a pool if other people's great ideas and I still can't find one that will work for me. It helps even less when they speak to my like they don't get why I'm being dumb and doing things the way I am, because if they were me they'd probably do the exact same thing I am. It's rude. It's unnecessary, and it's alienating me from my friends. I don't want to be around a bunch of people who know more then me but still know nothing of how I really feel or why I do why I do.
It's scary floating aroun alone in a pool of other people's ideas and solutions for your life. It's lonely when no one takes the time to fully understand. And it's annoying to be treated like your an idiot. Perhaps I really am in it alone, and maybe no one has the answers so they just throw out the first thing they think of.
I guess me against the world is just one more part of growing my wings